Personal Tuesday

Last Saturday was my birthday. I knew it wasn’t going to be a good birthday and it wasn’t. I spent most of my birthday in bed and actually just came down for one hour because George chose a cake for me and he gets very excited about birthday parties. So I sat there, smiled, opened my presents and blew out my birthday candles.

Some of my friends from Brighton planned to go out in the evening and even though I didn’t want to go anywhere, I actually agreed to join and got ready. At 7pm I was ready to go out, my hair and make-up all done and guess what? I couldn’t go out. I stayed at home and cried away my make-up. I cried some more and went to sleep. That was my birthday and I really hope my next birthday is better, well it can’t be worse, can it?

The person who used to be my best friend, did not even send a text on my birthday to congratulate me. It hurts, but I need to learn not to care anymore. She did get in touch though last night and complained that I make myself more important than I am, because when she tried to phone me last week I told her I was busy. Sorry, I have two children to look after and I can’t always talk to you for ages on the phone. She doesn’t have commitments or responsibilities in her life, so she doesn’t understand that other people have. It is always hard to end a toxic friendship, especially this one as she really was my number one. I would have done everything for her.

Life is not good at the moment and it is hard to try and make improvements. I am however back to healthy eating. It’s Day 2 today and the first three days are always the hardest. I cut out carbs and sugar and I can feel the withdrawal, but I know it will be over soon and in two weeks time I will feel fantastic again with lots of energy. My goal is to lose 2lbs a week and with ten weeks left in 2014 it would make a total of 20lbs.

If you are on Tumblr, I just joined Tumblr and it would be great if you would add me. It will be a lot more fashion and interior design focused than this blog. http://germangirlinlondon.tumblr.com/

Also, please don’t forget about the Great Summer Bake Off Challenge over at Ladbrokes. It would mean a lot to me if you would vote for my Slutty Brownies. Have a lovely week and as always I appreciate your comments. They all cheer me up.

1 Comment

  1. October 17, 2014 / 12:07 pm

    Oh you poor thing. I'm so sorry you're going through a hard time. Your friend sounds like a jerk. Honestly, you're probably better off without them. Friends who cause you pain and hurt are not worth the worry.
    I'm just adding you on Tumblr! I repost photos of cats and healthy food and things I find funny! Tumblr always makes me feel better so I really hope it does for you as well.

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