I can’t believe it’s Tuesday again. Last week passed by so quickly. I am feeling better, being busy really helps. I have actually started lots of little projects in my bedroom. I am scanning all documents that need to be kept and save them on Google Drive. This way I can not lose them and I don’t need to all have them in my room. It takes forever though, I must have scanned hundreds of old bank statements yesterday, I am currently going through my university papers. However, feeling productive isn’t a bad thing and it gives me more storage.
On Friday I finally had my second Brazilian Blowdry. I had one in April 2012 and while it was great then, I am even happier with the outcome this time around. It saves me so much time in the mornings. Instead of having to straighten my hair for one hour or so, I only wash it and blowdry it for a few minutes. No straighteners needed unless I want to. It really suits my lifestyle so much and was worth every single penny.
It’s my birthday on Saturday and I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like doing much, I am trying to live healthier at the moment and cutting out alcohol. I am trying to lose weight
again and probably not the last time. Also, I am not ready yet to go out with all my friends to celebrate. I am just not ready. I can’t say that feel sad every day, but there are hours where I worry and I cry in my room without reason. I feel unhappy in my own skin, I feel dreadful about my weight and at the moment it’s easier for me to meet new people than meeting my friends.
I am also unhappy about not continuing university at the moment. I look into my options at the moment and I hope I find a solution. I can’t live without studying for some reason. It is all difficult. I keep you updated.